Decisions

Decisions = life, isn't it ? Our life is what decisions we take. And I am one hasty and confused decision taker. I am so impatient and so uncomfortable in that uncertainity period that I prefer just taking the plunge one way or the other. I also feel that we have just too many options and I am not able to handle them. I have kindof understood why. Basically I always want to make the 'correct' 'choice'. I think and I think, I ruminiate and what not finally to arrive at nothing. I talk to so many people, I take a mental note of all opinions but finally it is ME who has to decide and I don't know why but it gets so f****ing difficult !! I really need to structure my thinking, stop listening to multitude of people, infact stop asking so many people and really have to understand what I want. Then only the decision will suit me. I am so much involved in the pros and cons and ensuring that it will come out to be the best thing for me or not that I totally forget what I am and what I want.
Now if decisions = life, then what will happen to my life if this is my attitude ? Is it just the quarter-life crisis going on for me ?

Facebook or FamilyBook ?

My mom has been asking me for so long whats this facebook all about .. and I have always been saying that this is only a kids thingy and you will not enjoy and so.. plus obviously it would turn out to be such a big interference in my life. But today I saw all my town aunties are on fb!! What the f*** is happening ??? I am really pissed off by this.. all the coolness of fb will go away :( Now these aunties keep uploading their family function pics and their kids and other aunties are commenting...Not sure whether I want my mom to be a part of this circle. On one hand I dont want my mom to feel left out that all her friend-circle is on fb except her and on the other hand I am really against grown ups to be on fb!

I dont know but people have started feeling young by using fb. The aunties have uploaded supposedly cool pics with their husbands  and so many couple pics and what not ... I understand it is something exciting for her and so on  Now very soon they will add me as a friend and I will be obliged to add them :X and then they will gossip about my pics.. my status.. my posts.. my friends... and the whole small town aunty gossip :X

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