I can feel you every minute, every moment. When I have no hope left, and I'm depressed and stressed, I look for you. When I'm high up in the sky, in my spirits and feel like the luckiest person on Earth, I remember you and when I'm just sitting alone as I often do, I thank you, I thank you for the life you've given me. I thank you for making me different, infact everyone so different. Sometimes I feel that in this world there is only pretence and there's nobody understands me or perhaps I don't understand anyone. At that time I realise that you love me unconditionally and much more than what I love you.
But, then, why does it happen that I blame you if something goes wrong ? I don't mean to do it! It just happens, maybe because you don't react or say anything. You just listen (maybe smile) on my kiddish behaviour. Why can't I be like that ? I generally get a feeling of revolt if somebody blames me for anything I haven't done!
In class 6 or 7, my English teacher asked "who all don't believe in Him ?" and I had raised my hand. I don't believe it! I love you... God
